why i have been like this? everyone said cheh..... treat u like tat, for wat u sad? for wat u cry?
its not tat simple with her... me and her, we got this similar attitudes... we been through many things... 1 year 4 months... but i told u guys already. 9 months i spent with her, onli fetching her to school, fetching her back, calling her on saturday and sunday... slowly build our relationship...
i this few days, was so desperate till i even surf the web and check out "how to get ur ex back"..
there are tons of ways... but it all dont seem to make sense..
i dont know la... but girls change heart so quickly.. there is some isi tersirat de la..
i juz hope tat after few months, i wont see her status "in a relationship with xxx".... but i cant do anything about it though...i know she wanted alot of attention, because last time when she was young, she was not tat pretty... i juz hope she don do anything tat will make her dun respect herself... damn!
i chose to ask her back is because i know that deep down she still loves me... judging by the way she talked to me... some might say, im thinking too much, some might say im lying to myself.. but for me... im the one who has been with her and understand her for that 1 year 4 months... i know how the way she talks.... and portrays..
since we broke up, i tried calling her reminding her that dun make the wrong decision.. after we broke up, i did not tell her that her boss scolded her a devil... and scolded her and blamed her that since she came in to that shop to work, everyone was affected ....
so thats why, i chose to help her... to settle everything and at least b4 i really left, she can work and mix with her so called "fren" happily... i have been doing all the work behind... helping her...
but she scolded me, and she dun even realise... oh well...
i texted her the last time saying that " i respect u, so i chose to chase u back. and i think ur smart enough to know that who really loves u"... i dun noe this msg will give her any feelings la.. but...
i guess, if no.. then all i can do.. is to move on.....
she said im the mr right for her, she said she wont find another guy, she said if she breaks with me, she say i can do anything bad to her.. this is how convinced i am when we were together... and that is the reason why i put so much effort....
but i never knew that she would break up with me... never knew that, everything was goin very well, and she juz... snapped....
i cant hope for anything... i onli prayed... praying for an impossible miracle.... sad story... she's the one that i really wanted to be with..... but turns out.. im not the one for her.... even though she said that i am the so called mr.right....
watever la... its a very sad ending..... but she happy with it and feel no regret or sad, then.... let it la...
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