and ya, its cos of her... since she started to work at that stupid health check job.. everything starts to falls apart.. from a smiling, happi, joyful, cheerful type of her, she changed to a more quiet, talking in a more relax, cool way like im nothin... dun know why she will changed, hmm....
not to say im a so called small gas type of person, but when a person has a lil bit of hunch or sixth sense, somethin bad is bout to happen.. for the past few weeks, i argued with her, advice her, told her not to do this do that, everything just went into the drain... and at last i get? haha... her god damn boss... like her..
and the worst part is, she still doesnt see the real picture... even after her boss lied to her saying that he is juz joking.. come on... juz because of this i said not to stay near to him not to treat him so nice, ur mad at me? mad at me because im giving u advice?
mayb she juz haven grew up yet, mayb she isnt mature enuff... cant think thoroughly...
im trying so hard to pull this relationship back to the way it was... but, sometimes, i feel like its worthless... its like im loving my ownself.. haha!!
mom is right, mom is always right... at school is puppy love, but when a girl starts to go out to face the society, thats the biggest challenge... thats the part that u will see the true side of the girl.. but for me, im giving up finding another person.. i juz hope, she might wake up from being like this and starts to be a better gf... i juz hope.....
nah! there's no hope in life.... everything happens because people makes it happen...
for some reason, i blogged this so that i could release some stress some anger that i cant let out....
its 5:45, yet she dun even need her lunch break... wow.. i really dun understand... from 10 till 6? its about 9 hours.... can a person stand without eating tat long?
oh well, im not gonna waste anymore time thinkin wat to write and whats not... everything happens for a reason... let it be...
till next time, i guessed...
LOUEE OUTSIDE BITCH!
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