my chinese new year..

i made a list of wat to do when i m goin back on 28th.... now it all been thrown into the garbage...

all the list consist of bringing her to jogoya, goin to full house.. bringing her back to my hometown...

i never bring any girl back to my hometown b4.. i mean my grandpa house.. i never knew....

i never got the chance.. but also consider lucky la.. cos if i bring then broke up also not good la..

oh well... im sad enough d la.. no point in crying... choices are made, hearts are broken... all will be in good hands...=)

no worries... hehe...

im stupid cos im still hoping for some miracle to happen... for someone to come back...

but i guess... impossible.... oh well...

i wont go clubbing, i wont go drink beer juz to ease my pain.. cos doing all these are excuses... i can cope with the current situation... i can do it...

chinese new year, not goin anywhere... 2011... i guess its not a good year after all since my popo said somethin will happen....]

found this song ... wow.. alot of song can relate.. haha...=)

I believe that in time my heart will heal again
And i believe that in time my heart will feel again
So i keep on holding on (yeah)
So i keep on being strong (yeah)

Cos i know one day i'm gonna feel again
I know one day i'm gonna feel again
And i know although my heart hurts now
I'll find a way to get up off the ground
Cos i know one day i'm gonna feel again

I believe that this heart of mine can make it through
And i believe that my heart can make it over you
So i keep on holding on (yeah)
So i keep on being strong (yeah)

Cos i know one day i'm gonna feel again
I know one day i'm gonna feel again
And i know although my heart hurts now
I'll find a way to get up off the ground
Cos i know one day i'm gonna feel again

And though it's hard for me to breathe
And even harder to believe
I know that one day i'm gonna find
I'm gonna be just fine

typical women....