juz finished calling a person..... damn.... my heart seriously wanna break... really hurt....
i feel like i am like a boy toy for some girls.... she told me she dun wanna hurt me cos she tought of her ex.... but.... i asked her many times if she is still have feelings for her ex... damn.... i juz wanna find some descent girl that can acc me onli wad.. is it so hard? do i deserve this?
i never felt like tis type of pain so long... i also never tought of feeling tis...
feels like ur goin to throw up, but u cant, feels like ur goin to cry but there is no tears....
over and over again.... i get hurt... i know i am not a person who look heavy upon relationship stuff, but.... damn.... when u get hurt, it does hurt bad..
seriously, i gotta stop doin tis type of shit.... damn full of crap...
i hate it.... i hate....................................
i wanna study! i really wan to!!! all i am askin for is juz to find a person tat can acc me when i need her to be there for me.... is it so hard?
two in a row.... very very stupid i feel i am so easy to put my feelings to a person....
i promise to myself,
HEARTLESS!
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