my econs teacher.... mooi....
amerz take my pic during lecture... ^^
in bus, i dare not move, i wanna touch tat lecturer's butt... ha... damn smelly....
today, cant really understand econs.... yor....
this is the sad part of my day...
haiz... somethin i saw made me, well not so happy la...two yellow banana suit .... if u noe wat i
mean...to all the girls and guys out there, if ur goin to give up on somethin, pls dun... juz like me, i
too was once a super playboy... havin alot of gf.. but its all in the past...now karma is gettin me..
this is why i cant settle down.. everytime i try to, it fails.. but i still dun give up, i will stand up
until my last breathe.even though i saw wat i dun wanna see, i still can act nothin and pretend its
all a nightmare tat i cant wake up from.. i am strong, i can punch the wall till my hands bleed, let
3 guys beat me up, fight with some people, why cant i withstand this emotion? after all, its juz in
my mind, it doesn't hurt me...came to utar, i admired some, and like some, and got hurt from
some, but.. seriously, i gotta listen to my mom.. damn... so miss her.. miss her cooking, miss her
stupid voice talking asking me help her massage, help her write 4d help her see this , help her
cook....my mom is consider to be a very good cook, she helped me alot, and my dad... super good
husband and a good father, and a very handy dandy man... can fix everything, literally...damn.... miss them so so
much... my brothers, both of them are fun... although dun realy like my youngest brother. but no
matter wat, i still fetch him go find his frens...i made a promise not to talk bout relationship cos
my mom gave me advise on some girls tat hurt me now, but i din listened... wat a fool am i not to
listen to my mom...now its 2009, i dun believe i can find a girl tat is compatible to my mom...
cooker, good housewife, sincere, innocent....my parents supported me, even though i am a
disrespectful to them... they gave me support , they helped me through difficult times... damn... i
study cos i have a dream... i will, no i MUST bring my parents go oversea... cos they never have
the chance to go... not like other rich and so free family that can go here and there... my family is
not poor, its juz our usage is over the roof... cos of house, car, and income tax.. damn fuck tax...
cut my father's income so damn low... made us so suffer!!!i damn hate so of my aunty tat brag
about their outing to other country.. my mom can juz hear them brag then they wil ask my mom
been to anywhere o not, my mom will juz silently shake her head and my aunt will juz laugh and
say her ke lian! wtf!! i promised , i will let my mom take the last laugh...! i promised!!
damn sad rite now, all i can do is to express my feeling in this blog... nobody can hear me....
onli god knows.........
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